Catholic during the Great Apostasy

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith !!!


Holy Mother, please show me the way!

I am going away into oblivion

I am slowly sinking into darkness

I do not ask why

Sins must be paid for

But maybe I’m wrong

Maybe it’s the effects of my own will

I myself flee to “Spain”

In my foolishness I defy you

Always death has marked my path

The first led me down the wrong path

The second convinced me that I could do anything

The third saved what you put together

The fourth warned that today I live and tomorrow I may die

I can’t cry

But crying won’t help

The heart has hardened

Hardened in solitude

The soul thinks straight as You commanded it

The truth is the truth

a lie is a lie

and everything in between is marked by hell

Nobody wants the truth

In a world of illusion a lie is a god

Why can’t I give up?

To die in peace, to forget

I watch and listen as those who cannot bear the truth curse me

The world is killing me

Mother please show me the way!

One spark of your mercy

Will give me strength because now I can no longer walk

I beg! It’s getting harder and harder to get up

Crosses, my Crosses I must carry to Golgotha!

Arkadiusz Niewolski


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Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith. God is Spirit and we should worship Him in spirit and truth. Now in the times of apostasy of the Catholic Church administration, when very often we do not have access to real priests, this is very important. It will allow us not only to survive, but also to strengthen our faith. The truth, even if it is hard for us, always comes from God. Let’s not live in a lie. The father of lies is Satan. Let us remember this. The truth is the determinant by which I am guided when I write for several years on the Polish website I founded http://www.niewolnikmaryi.com and it will be the same here – in the English version.

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