I in tears sunk all over
Crying out to you God.
In a whisper, voicelessly,
but the cry was heard by the stones.
Why does I stand where I am not?
Why God do you abandon me now?
Can’t I live like others ?
In a hurry saying goodbye after every sin.
Do I always have to be different ?
Why don’t I wave my hands for joy?
Why don’t I fall upside down in spirit , dancing with heretics.
Why? why? why?
Why am I with this world in an eternal abyss?
In the throes of darkness I plunge again and again?
Why O Lord won’t I say enough
At Your feet begging for mercy?
Only O Lord I may be doomed already ?!
So remember GOD about others, help them, please.
I know it is pride that I do not ask for myself, but You know. I don’t have to say.
Why humbly whisper as thoughts scream:
God save others I will die in humility!
2019
Arkadiusz Niewolski
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