Catholic during the Great Apostasy

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith !!!


one tear

My heart hurts O God!

It hurts me with sorrow for the lost years

My heart hurts O God!

It hurts me with grief for the lost life without you

abyss of nothingness

this pain of the soul tears me apart

as I now sit plunged into human darkness

I reflect on the years, the days that will not return

Of nights pierced by fear

I once buried you so deeply

That later for years I searched and you waited

I found in this suffering full of your love

Can I complain !

no o Lord !

only sometimes a few tears will fall

When I sit alone like this in the dark

I look at the cross

I think happiness has befallen me

You allowed me to return!

Only sometimes in this solitude

lacks a little bit o Lord!

Of human simple love

I am not complaining

don’t hold it against me

but sometimes this one tear will fall

I sit alone in the dark

I know that you are next to me

I know you are saving me

I know that I will suffer with you

Arkadiusz Niewolski


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Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith. God is Spirit and we should worship Him in spirit and truth. Now in the times of apostasy of the Catholic Church administration, when very often we do not have access to real priests, this is very important. It will allow us not only to survive, but also to strengthen our faith. The truth, even if it is hard for us, always comes from God. Let’s not live in a lie. The father of lies is Satan. Let us remember this. The truth is the determinant by which I am guided when I write for several years on the Polish website I founded http://www.niewolnikmaryi.com and it will be the same here – in the English version.

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