My heart hurts O God!
It hurts me with sorrow for the lost years
My heart hurts O God!
It hurts me with grief for the lost life without you
abyss of nothingness
this pain of the soul tears me apart
as I now sit plunged into human darkness
I reflect on the years, the days that will not return
Of nights pierced by fear
I once buried you so deeply
That later for years I searched and you waited
I found in this suffering full of your love
Can I complain !
no o Lord !
only sometimes a few tears will fall
When I sit alone like this in the dark
I look at the cross
I think happiness has befallen me
You allowed me to return!
Only sometimes in this solitude
lacks a little bit o Lord!
Of human simple love
I am not complaining
don’t hold it against me
but sometimes this one tear will fall
I sit alone in the dark
I know that you are next to me
I know you are saving me
I know that I will suffer with you
Arkadiusz Niewolski
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