Catholic during the Great Apostasy

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith !!!


Poems, Prayers

  • Say: Merry Christmas – song

    Say: Merry Christmas – song

    White Christmas, full of snow and frost —That’s what we long for every year.Beautiful trees and plenty of perfect gifts. But is this what we truly want?Is this the peak of all our dreams? So say: “Merry Christmas, I love you” —And that is enough,Love will mend what has gone wrong. — We remember our… Continue reading

  • From Darkness Unto You

    From Darkness Unto You

    Before I saw You,before the light broke through,I was lost in the shadows,blind to the darkness inside me. Led like a blind man straight into hell,pulled by desires that tore me apart.I tried to give my family everything—everything I never had myself. Continue reading

  • Your Home

    Your Home

    Where is my home?I no longer know.And perhaps I should. If I do not know,then I do not know where my life lies. Was it love that was missing?Or perhaps joy? Did You, Lord, desire this?No — the choice belongs to us. Continue reading

  • Yesterday’s Day

    Yesterday’s Day

    Once I was young — very young. I believed that people were better, that the world wasn’t so bad. In my dreams I saw my life — full of adventures, full of love, full of the fight for freedom. I wanted so much to change something, I wanted so much to be different. Continue reading

  • The Price of Memory

    The Price of Memory

    Too many tears,too much evilwas inside me. Memory returnswith dreadful pain. Consciousnessis the rejection of oneself. In the recesses of the soullurks the shadow of a wolf —always present,ready to return,ready to sow death and destruction. I am afraid to close my eyes,lest I see my former self. Continue reading

  • No Tears Shall Fall

    No Tears Shall Fall

    No tears flow down my face.One cannot cry for what is gone.The sufferings of the soul are far worse.The heart is broken, the mind asleep,so I cannot weep for my own mistakes. Tell me, please — where are the peoplewho once loved me so much?They never existed — we live by illusions.Empty words cover the… Continue reading

  • Have mercy, Lady!

    Have mercy, Lady!

    Take me by the hand, I beg You,and lead me through the wastelands of life. Show me mercy by pointing the way,that I may not go astray,that I may see the dawning light. The roads of men are crooked,only You can make them straight. Continue reading

  • Artists of Their Own Lies

    Artists of Their Own Lies

    We look where we are not. We always paint a different image of ourselves — as if we were artists of our own lies. If we cannot see truth within ourselves, how can we see it in others? Everything is visible — nothing is hidden anymore. Yet we keep dancing as the system plays, afraid… Continue reading

  • Letter to You, Lord

    Letter to You, Lord

    I’m writing a letter to You, Lord,that’s all that will be left of me.It’s not a letter of goodbye,just a short summary —what I gained, what I lost,when I took a wrong turn,when I left the straight road behind. When did I miss the signs,and rush straight into the abyss? Continue reading

  • What’s your world like?

    What’s your world like?

    What’s your world like?What’s your life about?Is there any love, or just the taste of doubt? Look at yourself,look at the ones around.Where are your friendswhen the troubles come down? What kind of world is this?What kind of life?Love’s been replaced by envy — maybe by spite. Continue reading

About Me

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith. God is Spirit and we should worship Him in spirit and truth. Now in the times of apostasy of the Catholic Church administration, when very often we do not have access to real priests, this is very important. It will allow us not only to survive, but also to strengthen our faith. The truth, even if it is hard for us, always comes from God. Let’s not live in a lie. The father of lies is Satan. Let us remember this. The truth is the determinant by which I am guided when I write for several years on the Polish website I founded http://www.niewolnikmaryi.com and it will be the same here – in the English version.

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