Catholic during the Great Apostasy

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith !!!

The Price of Memory

Too many tears,
too much evil
was inside me.

Memory returns
with dreadful pain.

Consciousness
is the rejection of oneself.

In the recesses of the soul
lurks the shadow of a wolf —
always present,
ready to return,
ready to sow death and destruction.

I am afraid to close my eyes,
lest I see my former self.

I knew
that forgetting would not last forever.
Everything must be paid for.

I will pay
with my own annihilation.

Memory and pain have returned,
and so the time has ended.

Suffering
will be my redemption.

Forgive me, Lord!
I will not forgive myself.

I cannot count on salvation.
Lack of hope — that is a sin.

Hope is born
from the pain of truth.

To endure this suffering
is a hard thing.

So every day
is a struggle
between “yes” and “no”…

Arkadiusz Niewolski

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Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith. God is Spirit and we should worship Him in spirit and truth. Now in the times of apostasy of the Catholic Church administration, when very often we do not have access to real priests, this is very important. It will allow us not only to survive, but also to strengthen our faith. The truth, even if it is hard for us, always comes from God. Let’s not live in a lie. The father of lies is Satan. Let us remember this. The truth is the determinant by which I am guided when I write for several years on the Polish website I founded http://www.niewolnikmaryi.com and it will be the same here – in the English version.

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