Catholic during the Great Apostasy

Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith !!!

A sea of tears that will not be shed

I flee into the abyss of oblivion

I sink into sadness and despair

It is so hard to understand why

It’s so hard to admit I’m wrong

I’d like to take it all on myself

I would like to say, I will pay and die

How easy it is to say

How hard it is to accept

No, I will never forget

No, I will never forgive myself

The evil that was in me strikes everywhere

Where it hurts me

God, let it hurt me

But why those I love?

I will not shed a sea of tears

I cannot cry

I will not fight you

I can fight no more

I will no longer ignite the fire of hatred

Just tell me, please

Why not me?

Because it would hurt less?

I know I can never redeem the wrong I’ve done

I know I can no longer

Lift up your sword

My soul has calmed, my reason has grown

But is this really how you wanted me?

Arkadiusz Niewolski

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Let us build the Church in souls on the rock of our faith. God is Spirit and we should worship Him in spirit and truth. Now in the times of apostasy of the Catholic Church administration, when very often we do not have access to real priests, this is very important. It will allow us not only to survive, but also to strengthen our faith. The truth, even if it is hard for us, always comes from God. Let’s not live in a lie. The father of lies is Satan. Let us remember this. The truth is the determinant by which I am guided when I write for several years on the Polish website I founded http://www.niewolnikmaryi.com and it will be the same here – in the English version.

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