Catholic during the Great Apostasy

I fell and all around me I heard laughs
the wretched rule brought me to my knees
and those who were supposed to stand in faith
stabbed me in the back
they didn’t remember how much I helped them
wallowing in the mud of sneer
I did not die like a dog
but I raised my eyes filled with the blood of revenge
I threw my soul into the abyss of oblivion
and my blue lips were whispering
Death to the enemies, death to the homeland
Lord God the Almighty when You
saw who I have become
a furious wolf ready to kill
ready to fight even with You
and to tear the walls of faith to pieces
You flared up with the anger of love
You threw me into the darkness
but I wanted to fight

You ignited the wrath of love
You threw me into the darkness
but I wanted to fight
So driven by love
You left me alone there
Where my soul flowed with redness
I was not afraid of Satan
I stood hard for the last fight
I struck mercilessly
but I encountered the power of darkness
when I saw the end near I cried out
no one will know my weakness
and I entered the fiery depths

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but You, with one gesture, lifted me from hell
but You, seeing the sorrow and repentance, forgave
and Your Mother lovingly hugged
…..mnie the executioner of Her Son
Now I am with You
now I love you
and I will sacrifice my life
yes yes because I love you

The reader may ask why this is a Mason’s conversion?

Aren’t most of us Freemasons?

No, not formally of course, but mentally. The triumphal march of modernism turning the foundations of the Catholic faith to dust is proof of this. Modernism is nothing more than a freemasonic view of the world. Man in the center( thrones instead of the Tabernacle) . Man equal to God or even greater( turning their backs, disrespect , not kneeling etc) Man ,Man and Man ….I…I…I feel so, . and so on….

The power of Freemasonry today is not in some increase in the number of members only in the pervasive Masonic mentality of people who often do not even realize it. Anyone who wants to convert should first reject what binds him to this false ideology.

21 May, 2019

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Arkadiusz Niewolski