O Lord God, Beloved Savior, you in your mercy
You have permitted Your own martyrdom
With your innocent blood you wash our wounds
I beg ! let me relieve You
Let me help you in your torment
I know that I am just a miserable ash
a worm crawling in the desert of life
not a single particle of me deserves your kindest gaze
and deserves nothing that in Your graciousness You give me
but my desire is to be with You
and therefore please send upon me
a part of Your cruel torment
That I may, by helping Thee
atone for my sins
And as reparation for the blasphemies hurled against You and Your Immaculate Mother
by the unfaithful people and, above all, by priests and all the clergy
I … take up my cross and go with You to Golgotha
You know my Lord what is good for me
I trust in You And my desire is to be with You not only in the sun but also in the rain
Therefore I humbly ask for the suffering that will purify my, and in Thy grace other souls
But may Thy will be done, not mine
Amen.
Arkadiusz Niewolski
2019 r.
Catholic during the Great Apostasy 
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